New Beginings

Lately I have been seriously contemplating starting completely over. Entirely erasing the past and starting new. The memories are distracting not to mention a lil depressing. I honestly feel that they are holding me back. I really want to start over. I haven't figured out how yet so well see how far I get.

I am Angry

I don't want to see you any more, ever. I am angry. You make me feel different in a bad way. you make me wanna drink and drink a lot. I am angry. I feel so much pain thinking about you and seeing your face. Yes you were my everything but now for some reason I just really want to forget all about you. I contemplate taking down the pictures on my walls cuz the memories they store make me wanna cry. I am angry. I may have a problem but I don't want to fix it and you just make it worse and i am even more angry. Please leave me alone. I need to get away from you and all the memories. I am angry and above all sad.