Honestly do you really think thats a good idea

Ok so you know very well how I feel about you and yes I know you have absolutely no feelings toward me but really do you really think it is a good idea to bring her around like seriously?!?!?! Like seriously I am trying extremely hard to get over you and move on but do you really think I wanna meet the girl that is about to replace me? DO you really think that is a good idea? like I cannot believe you asked me that knowing how I feel and what I'm going thru. And seriously if you think this is a good idea I really don't think I want you around anymore. I have been strugling with this for years because I kno that it is impossible for us to stay as close when you get this girl and honestly I can only take one major let down at a time so give me a chance to recover from this first blow ok Thanks