yeah the memories still hurt but im done being sad

Yeah the memories still hurt but I'm done being sad
You clearly never cared but I'm done being mad
I have found enough strength in myself to move on
Yeah change is scary but the past isn't something to dwel on

Yeah the memories still haunt my dreams
But really I feel they were just a bunch of schemes
I am sick of feeling hurt alone n stabbed
But eventually all these wounds will scab

I am a much better person with out you
I lost myself for awhile but I suddenly feel brand new
Never again will I fall into this trap
I am strong and tough so I guess thank you for that

Ur an asshole

I think you're a fuckn asshole. I have never been anything but nice to you and concerned for you n all you can fuckn do is ignore me n say you don't have a problem. I think you should be a fuckn man clearly you have a prob with me cuz no decent human being would just ignore someone for no reason so man the fuck up n tell it to me straight what the fuck is your problem!!!!

you will never understand

I dont fully think you understand what you have done to me. You dragged me from my home ditched me and fucked my future roommate. Its extremely hard for me to forgive but I did and the very next fuckn weekend you came back to my town and completely and utterly fuckn ignored me like i wasnt worth fuckn shit. fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me. I am devistated and scarred. you got out of this a fuckn girlfriend I lost my best friend. I trusted you with everything and told you so much about myself. It kills me how little you care. I hate myself because of how much a fool i was to allow myself to get so close to you. I have never been so beatn down in my life and i honsetly dont kno if i will ever fully recover. I hope you're happy you have completely destroyed my every being. never in my life have i been so scared of my thoughts and actions and it is all your fault. I hope you're happy.

HELP what happened to me

Help im falling into a dark place
this place i dont wanna be
my thoughts are extremely scary
and im worried about what im going to do
I hate this lost feeling
the alone terrified feeling
my tears are beginning to burn
and I just cant handle this pain
What happened to me
Im lost and alone
I have forgotten myself