It's Easter

It's Easter!!!! HOnestly I use to love easter cux everything from now till summer goes by super fast. Well today is very different. I am not enjoying theis holiday and it finally bubbled to the surface. I sit here crying for so many reasons its really hard to keeptrack of them all. I feel alone and i kinda wanna just runaway. I am not looking fwd to the next month or so due to the constantly growing list of shit I have to do. I seriously wish i could rewind the clock n go back to when I was younger and the only thing I worried aobut was what Easter dress to wear and happy about the coming months n excited for whats to come. I would give anything to just go back n relive it all. every little bit from egg hunts to church to every family meal and soak in every emotion and detail i possibly. And to just relive the days when I had no worrys or concerns and appreciate it. WHen life was simple and the only thing that changed was the weather. BOy do I miss it all.